still kicking and the flame ain't out yet

i know what you keep saying. it sounds very inspirational. touching even but i'm not failing for it. I still fight the good fight even if everyone thinks of me as a bad guy. but im still here and you know who you are that im directing this too. I'll be waiting at the park on the winter solstice. you better be there. three in the afternoon i'll be there don't keep me waiting. we planned so long for this we cant just give up now. this sounds all rushed and jumbled cause it is I don't have time for this shit anymore.

pay attention to detail and please don't take everything to heart

~snow cross/phantom

So long. Its been so long

The group disbanded. Scorpion left...so did cloud. Aeon now goes by the name of enix. Im still snøw....the only one who hasn't changed....yet I'm the one who's changed the most. Where to start? Lets break this into pieces.

1. Regarding phantøm
Slenderfuck has evolved and has learned how to put proxies into humans.  Yea I fucking said it. Its not good having one inside you either. Its either cause he wants to slowly kill you and make you think you're insane or because he wants to see if combining two people together in one body will increase everything you do by like ten percent. Remember these are just theories but they're all still highly likely. Ok about phantøm....hes one with me. As in hes inside me. As in me and him are in the same body. Two minds in one body. Its fine if hes quiet, which he almost always is, but when he gets angry....you cant shut him the fuck up till he gets blood.

On that note....next one

2. Our dissapearance
I left the group which you all know since long before to test a theory of mine. To see if I was what was holding the group together, theory has proven right on two different occasions, along with that you should know that ive been spending time on tumblr. While I was there I found a sort of "family" all containing proxies inside them like me. After a couple months our proxies came out and talked to each other (by came out I mean they used our bodies as a means to talk to each other) and we found out that all of the proxies happened to know each other, but sadly a lot of them lost memory and only a few genuinely knew each other. Here are the names of all the proxies thus far
1.phantøm
2.lana
3.scout
4.gift-deceased
5.jude
6.alice
7.tristan
8.Lazarus-unknown
That's the family. Here are the proxies that disbanded from the group and or died fighting.
1.scout
2.gift-deceased
3.jude
4.Lazarus-unknown
After I left the group went a little quiet. And by a little I mean weeks without a word spoken. But now enix is trying to rally the troops.

I think this might be the last one. Sorry im typing this as I go.

3. The lords and champions.
About a month ago the lords showed up. With the lords appearances means they have to choose a champion as a representative so to speak. I currently have a champion of chaos watching me and his name is horus. With each lord they're all looking for a side to choose and all they usually do is watch from a distance. Our side or slenderfucks side.

Enough that....what else....oh yea

Enix about us actually scaring slenderfuck. I think that because we actually got reads on this. people believed in a cause that we could hurt him. Hes a tulpa so if we think we cant hurt him then we cant but if we do, and trust me a lot of people have to think this, we can successfully hurt Him. I think thats why he got scared of the group more so me cause I was the leader. Cause we where exploiting one of his weaknesses.

This is snøw crøss signing off....god its been forever since ive done the quote
Pay attention to detail and don't take anything to heart

Don't beg for things......

Do it yourself.........

Or else you wont get anything......

holy crap

well guys if you don't remember reading my one post about a dream of yellow glowing eyes peering into my window well then...go find it. i know whose eyes those where. phantom. if you don't remember phantom go find him somewhere in this blog he posted some things while he took over my body. well anyways i better get to the point.  i had a dream another dream... i was standing up looking at this...guy... walk in and stand in front of me around 10 feet away. after a bit he started chanting...aeon says it was a Egyptian chant on the way it sounded when i tried making the beat again...anyways in the middle of the chant was a flashback...i-i...saw him grabbing me by the neck but this time his face was covered... when the flashback ended i returned to phantom still chanting.(let me give a short description on how phantom looked)He has jet black hair covering his eyes a bit, brown eyes and a yellow center...and the white outer part was black, there was this metal contraption around his jaw...it distorted his voice and had weird symbols on it that were pulsing with a weird blue energy... he was something Ive never seen before.(now back to the weird Egyptian chanting) when i came back he was still chanting and then fog started coming in and making him look very menacing. He started getting louder and louder and then bah. he stopped...and he somehow popped into my face not even 2 feet away... the last words i heard..."I'm only a puppet of nature..." and i woke up.all i know is the day before phantom took my body over he popped into my dreams...and now I'm afraid he's coming back again to take me over...and there's nothing i can do but let it happen for he is stronger than anyone i know... phantom...who are you and where did you originate...
~snow

ehhh

well i just thought i should update the blog. I've been trying to keep myself up to date with tumblr and all so I've been really selective about blogger and such. well let me give you the run down and i don't really think it's good new.

Aeon seems to want to go to the woods more often now...which is in every way a bad sign...but is good for my experiments so i tag along with him.

Scorpion/mourner/gatekeeper/lover? Aeon wants to kick you out of the group because of your "Inactivity" but don't worry i ain't leaving you behind when it comes down to it.

Me well when you wake up in the middle of the night seeing that your door is closed and blink for half a second and see that your door is now open you kinda freak out. i wonder if He was around. So when i saw the door open i grabbed one of my bats and started to check out the area of my house. nothing... nothing but silence was through the house. of course me i kinda shrugged it off like it was nothing but now it's in the back of my head. who in the hell would open my door and then not show up.

well i guess that's all i have rather than the constant tapping i hear every so often in this house. Pay attention to detail and please don't take anything to heart.
~snow